Trust the Process! Sweet Thing, I Promise

"-works in mysterious ways -Big and vertical and-and deep the map goes and- In a time where I was super depressed And I didn't have any direction And all my friends that I had where in collage And I was barely making any money and- um- As kinda stupid as it sounds It-it made me feel like I had some sense of purpose -Of the second that I got sucked into the game After I realised the map looped back to Firelink Shrine I-I like knew that I had to beat the game Like I knew that I had to see it though And not just coz it was like 'oh, its fun' or it- It's an escape which- it was both of those things too It was very satisfying to beat the bosses But it was like-it was-it was like my devine destiny to beat the game Like it was just something I knew I had to do and-" "I don't think I'm underrated, no I think um- it's rare, you know? To see how many like big artists uhh- fuck with my shit And I don't think I'm an underdog Um- I've ha- I've Y'know, I'm not even in my prime yet Not even I'm on top of the world for once And I feel like a girl, It's weird I hope I get used to it I know I'll not get used to this This body is what I want for once These no tits or ass, I'm gone I've made it out of the deep end Now I'm entering a feeling I'm so proud (I'm genuinley so proud of you) I wanna stay with you, I wanna cuddle you forever (Good girl, you're doing so well) Stay in my arms, you're the best, you're so special (I'm so proud of you, you're so gorgous baby, well done) Oh, little one, you're so young Oh, my girl, just make sure you don't loose hope I really hope your hair grows long I really hope that you get that oestradiol Some of these people (Some of these people) Some of these people play mind games But you're too precious (Girl, you're beautiful) Know that everyone has the same fate Hands splayed, hands shake Get up off the pavement You are good enough, you should be loved like any other person Sucking dick like a hoe Yeah, I really do the most I hope you make this one promise that you can keep Just be at peace (Be at peace) Ay, ay, ay Yeah, on that SLAKCER shit (KC), yeah, 'till I relapse Ay, I'm no slacker-bitch, ay, just wish I was a cat Ay, and this girl-dick, yeah, it's all yours (It's all yours) I know you love it, you should leave that boy for sure Oh, little one, you're so young (So) Oh, my girl, just make sure you don't loose hope I really hope your hair grows long I really hope that you get that oestradiol Some of these people (Some of these people) Some of these people play mind games But you're too precious (Girl, you're beautiful) Know that everyone has the same fate "Mistakes, I think I think it comes from mistakes, like- That's how every genre comes about, you know? Like some kids messing around They accidently record it from the wrong way and then it sounds good Or they singing in another language which they don't know Which is a mistake from the beginning and it turns out to be better You know that-that-that's how it goes I think Mistakes uhh- like create creativity I think everyone is-you know everyone's creative Eveyone's creative in their own way" You know cool ways just to give me some space And I feel like I can never fully hate Summer's done and I'm the one in the dress KC Why they call it seventh heaven when I feel like shit? Why they call it seventh heaven if I'll never witness it? I'm just living in the cabin and I'm like a hermit I'm just in the moment and I feel like I deserve it Look, stop, listen to me Look, boy, I'm faithful that you'll see me bleed One way or another, I was the one chosen Like why'd it have to be me? I'm not comfortable In my life I've been oh, so kind I hope I've been a good person Like why did I deserve this? Why did I deserve this? Born the wrong way so my loved ones are so Fucked up, confused and emotional I should just let the instrumental breathe But I need to get this shit off my chest You know cool ways just to give me some space And I feel like I can never fully hate It's suicide, it's suicide Flying kites, it's suicide Summer's done (Summer's done) And I'm the one in the dress It's suicide, it's suicide Living life, it's suicide Take a second to breathe And my love you'll be alright (You don't have to fight, don't put up a fight) (You don't need to fight anymore) You're all you really need But if you want someone I can hold you tight (Hold you through the night) You know cool ways just to give me some space And I feel like I can never fully hate It's suicide, it's suicide Flying kites, it's suicide Summer's done (Summer's done) And I'm the one in the dress It's suicide, it's suicide Living life, it's suicide "I just remember: y'know? 3 or 4 AM after I beat the game Just sitting there watching the credits Being like 'Holy shit, why did I not play this game before?' It rekindled my love for video games Y'know? Made me proud of myself and made me feel- I don't know, gave me some sort of sense of control in my life That I somehow went from sucking ass Fighting the skeletons at the beginning on accident And beating the game That I-I somehow went on that journey And came out of it all the better And it took a virtual thing to make me Appreciate my real life a lot more So, as another You Tuber I'm sure Most of you are familair with would say 'Thank you, Dark Souls'"