I Wish I Couldn't Wish Anymore.

Grow up, grow, grow out of it Need love, need trust or I'm out of here Send some, send some reefer down here I'm gone, I'm gone to the stratosphere Grow up, grow, grow out of it (In time) Need love, need trust or I'm out of here (In a while) Send some, send some reefer down here I'm gone, I'm gone to the stratosphere (Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ahhh) Drove too quick into oncoming traffic or at least feels like it Some nights; lay awake at night, what happened to that sweet lad? That sweet lad (Grow up) I'm broken (Grow out of it) (Need love) I think I can be fixed (Or I'm out of here) (Send some) Said "I'm broken" (Reefer down here) (I'm gone) And it'll take the piss (Gone to the stratosph-) I am out of love sometimes We all get old in the end, we all die (Die) I am out of love sometimes (I am out of love sometimes) I just need some space, my own place in the stars I'm livin' or am I wishin'? (Huh) We went back to your place but I didn't want to stay (You made me feel like I could but I shouldn't) I just wanted embrace, a short grace, a blissful day (You touched me in the wrong way under covers) I got love, I got care that I wanna give you But I'd need some in return if you wanna see this through Please, accept me, drive me crazy, I want all that you sell Think he'd leave me in a heartbeat if she gave him a bell Grow up, grow, grow out of it Need love, need trust or I'm out of here Send some, send some reefer down here I'm gone, I'm gone to the stratosphere I am out of love sometimes We all get old in the end, we all die Wishin', wishin' I was different Try again, is it too much? eternity's a long time Or have I waited too late? We could try it today Hey, don't push me too hard Please, not too much, I'll break Imagine this as the Bonfire, the Lantern or the Site of Grace "Is it fish-eye?" A place to lay and watch another hunt "Hey Rich, Waah!" Everyone's itching for something, for some reprieve None of us are ever truly lost even at our lowest points Every person on planet earth is just trying Trying to find the answers at the end of their own story Trying to reach the lantern We may never truly achieve a singlar heaven, let alone a seventh But that won't stop us trying "Bruh, bruh" "Ay, not my knee, bruh" SLAKCER FOLK Some people say 'We're all dying', they're not wrong Some people say I'm 'not trying', well- uhhhh- I don't wanna give up, I don't wanna give in I wanna feel myself again, I wanna take it on the chin But I mean la- Lately, it's been getting late but I'm not tired And no thanks to Sleepless nights spent burning with desire So I'll get in my car, we- Lately, it's been getting late but I'm not tired And no thanks to Sleepless nights spent burning with desire So I'll get in my car, we- I feel like I've been missing out of something Something real that's just been thrown away But that's not gonna stand anymore, boy But you're not one to tell And I'm not one to appreciate myself I just say 'I'm mediocre' You decide Lately, it's been getting late but I'm not tired And no thanks to Sleepless nights spent burning with desire So I'll get in my car, we- Lately, it's been getting late but I'm not tired And no thanks to Sleepless nights spent burning with desire So I'll get in my car, we- I don't wanna do a single fuckin' thing with you I wish I just fled the country when I saw the truth Leaving 'thank you' notes and 'sorry' letters all over the house Taking breaks indefinitely but the earth still turns around You made me ashamed to be a shame I felt it, the energy, again (Again) "One, two, three, four" I wish I was forever younger I wish I was one of the others I finish myself with blueberry gin Eight hundred million boxes laying, waiting in the sink Low life energy, you took my energy Tell me you love me, tell me you don't You loved the old me, the man I was Appreciate yourself before you tell me Who I am or who I'm wanna be Boys, girls, which one do you prefer? You're rolling in and out of consciousness, that's gonna hurt, girl I just wanted someone who understands me Doesn't take me for granted, loves the girl I'm gonna be "One, two, three, four" I wish I was forever younger (Let it go, let it go, let it go, let it go, let it go) I wish I was one of the others (I'm on show, I'm on show, I'm on show, I'm on show, I'm on show) I finish myself with blueberry gin Eight hundred million boxes laying, waiting in the sink Low life energy, you took my energy Lately, it's been getting late but I'm not tired And no thanks to Sleepless nights spent burning with desire So I'll get in my car Don't fuck with me Leave me alone, get your hands of me (Haaah) Don't look at me I just need a friend who can hold me platonically Why don't you call me 'pretty'? Why don't you call me 'pretty'? Why don't you ever kiss me? I doubt you'd even miss me Please, just call me 'pretty' One time, just call me 'pretty' She looks at me so different Maybe I'm the issue Why don't you call me 'pretty'? Why don't you call me 'pretty'? Why don't you ever kiss me? I doubt you'd even miss me Please, just call me 'pretty' One time, just call me 'pretty' She looks at me so different Maybe I'm the issue ("One, two, three, four", fuck) In my life I've been, oh, so kind I think I've been a good person I hope I've been a good person I hope I deserve it Grow up, grow, grow out of it Need love, need trust or I'm out of here Send some, send some reefer down here I'm gone, I'm gone to the stratosphere Yea, we're done, we can't let him out Haych, Jae, isn't here, it's just Haylie now Look me in the eyes, say your goodbyes Say that you'll 'miss him', sure I think I've had enough of this life I don't wanna grow old like this, not this time Wishin', wishin' I was different Try again, is it too much? eternity's a long time Say my name (I am out of love sometimes) Say my name, it's not hard Be my friend, please, please, someone What else is our life but a series of preludes to that unknown Hymn The first and solemn note of which is intoned by Death? Love is the enchanted dawn of all existence But what is the fate is there? Who's first delight of happiness are not interrupted by some storm Who's fine illusions are not dissopated by some mortal bast Consuming its altar as though by a stroke of lightning And what cruel-cruelly wounded soul Issuing from one of these tempests Do not endeavour to solace its memories In the calm serenity of rural life Nevertheless man does not resign himself For long to the enjoyment of that beneficent warmth Which he first enjoyed in Nature's bosom And when 'the trumpet sounds the alarm', he takes up his perilous post No matter what struggle calls him to its ranks That he may recover in combat the full consciousness of himself And the entire possessions of his powers And we're all going straight to hell For all the lies we tell ourselves This is as if you are in the Hunter's Dream Looking through a window into Yharnam Remember, you're never truly lost, no one is May your hunt be rewarded You are beautiful, you are loved and everything will be okay Reach for the painstar, enjoy being in your own mind But please, be wary And the next track is called 'heresy tee.' SLAKCER FOLK