Lately I don't feel anything
My mind is numb, my body's weak
I wish i'd just float into space where i belong
I'll go out the way i came
A bag of bones, a busted brain
I've been living with a beat up heart for way too long
I'll change my ways
When i am good and ready to
Or i'll stay the same
If i want
And ill be okay
Or ill be drunk and miserable
Till I'm dead and gone
I quit sleeping in the wake
Of all the dreams that i can't shake
Now I've been staring at these same white walls
For way too fucking long
And I've been digging my own grave
A shallow hole that bears my name
A place to spend my greatest days alone
I'll change my ways
When i am good and ready to
Or i'll stay the same
If i want
And ill be okay
Or ill be drunk and miserable
Till I'm dead and gone
I clench my fist and grit my teeth
I pound the pavement till I bleed
Get drunk enough to fall asleep
Drown in mediocrity
Fuck it
I'll change my ways
When i am good and ready to
Or i'll stay the same
If i want
And ill be okay
Or ill be fucking miserable
Till I'm dead and gone
