Ethereal

I would never take help for granted A lot of heat I can't stand, it's warm I need a blanket Lost the control of bearing everything until I've made it Trust me fella, it's so hard for me to explain it And as I'm trying to crawl And as I'm about to lose it all I slowly get to reflect what I really want Get the memories in the back, the now at the front I finally feel so disconnected Glad to see I didn't sink enough to see depression And maybe an opportunity welcomes its own investment All of these days just so I can find the proper message It's time to go, I don't seek for the low It's time to go, it's time to go Time to go I don't think I'm coming back If they truly loved me then they wouldn't be so fucking glad It's time to go, I don't seek for the low It's time to go, it's time to go I've been living like a ghost, always alone on the road I will pack my things because it's time to go As I'm looking behind, I sip another glass of whiskey Finally disconnecting myself from these memories Feeling hollow like I left my skin to grow another one Reborn from the ashes of my past self Self reflection never felt as clear Today marks a new beginning, a new story in my life The guy I used to be is dead and will never be back I closed the gates from what's been keeping me into this turmoil Disconnecting myself from these memories Never looking back again, last night was my final drink I know that I'm lying but for now I truly call it quits Been about time, I will escape from this meat prison It's time to go, I don't seek for the low It's time to go, it's time to go Time to go I don't think I'm coming back If they truly loved me then they wouldn't be so fucking glad It's time to go, I don't seek for the low It's time to go, it's time to go I've been living like a ghost, always alone on the road I will pack my things because it's time to go Say goodbye they won't miss me anyways Tell my mama and my sister I'm a wraith Always watching as I pass from memories I'll be there with a hollow hand to pat Your back while you never think to grieve I'm like Johann Kraus No shell left to claim as my own but I fill it up with doubt In an ectoplasmic drought, safe and sound It's a gratitude to hate me for not being around A million miles away trapped in front of your face Locks and chains keep you tethered to my grave Ain't no charms or amulets, keep my hauntings at a bay Sad to say I'll stay with lifeless Hands around your neck till the end of days It's time to go, I don't seek for the low It's time to go, it's time to go Time to go I don't think I'm coming back If they truly loved me then they wouldn't be so fucking glad It's time to go, I don't seek for the low It's time to go, it's time to go I've been living like a ghost, always alone on the road I will pack my things because it's time to go