Husk (feat. Dytenna & daniels gone)

Feeling like a moth in the night Always searching for the light When im lost in my mind I fought with all my might For the things that are right I dont deserve a price Cause its only what I am A humanoid fullfilled with my emotions Trynna keep it calm, stop asking questions, I Will leave them on floor My demons, these whores I feel like my life's a chore Always scared for the worst But my anxiety got the best of me Eating my guts like a mass of rotted meat So I won't be scared to express myself Its time to shine fuck being a misfit Feeling like a moth in the night Always searching for the light When im lost in my mind I fought with all my might For the things that are right I dont deserve a price Cause its only what I am Stuck in the nowhere, tell me, where is the shitty light? I can't decide what I'm trying to be in my mind's eye Counting minutes before my ass is late at the bus station Can't wait to see the door I could enter 'cause I'm so impatient Please help me, so I can get at least that bit of that shine I would beg and cry, please tell me and you will be fine Don't be so quiet, do me that single one fucking favor I never learned of how I control my own atmosphere I never found a comfortable place I'm not talking about that dark maze I've been stuck for now Shit's been wild for now I feel so tough I feel so weird that I even suppress my own cough Sweet, you try your best but you ain't fooling me Thinking you're important, thinking you can make me feel exhausted Good, but what's your intention, what's your point to taunt? I'm surrounded by people acting they the divine one Held hands with the reaper say she'd rather see me dead then end up as another tweaker I can see her discontent Disconnect me from the rest of everybody Nothing seems to make sense anymore dont calm me down with allegories The worlds a painfully unfunny joke that everybody's laughing at A failed netflix special stabbing at my eyes When the world ends I'll be selling sunglasses at the gates of hell Armageddon round the corner I cant even tell Force feed me black sludge Rub it on my gums Tell my mama I ain't coming home the world dont need another son Force feed me black sludge Rub it on my gums Tell my mama I ain't coming home the world dont need another son Lost cause Know I'm a burden, im a beating drum Humming in my head Drown out the silence with a steady bump I dont like to wallow Or drown in my own piss But its hard to stay so quiet In spite of a black list Its been so hard to fucking step out my bed room Head room is filling up I smell like fucking dog food No mood Im at a total blank Feel like the road stopped Hard knocks Lifes a bitch I'll spit it like its nas till my heart stops I got a future ahead of me But I act so careless Bare foot in a plank full of needles I stress out til im hairless Barely even make it through class I cannot deal with extras Bless you with a sense of no time left Let death caress you