Self Deprecation

What's worse than crying alone? Tell me what's better than writing this song? Take time, learn yourself, you deserve it, take time (Yeah), learn yourself, you deserve it Take time What's worse than crying alone? Tell me what's better than writing this song? Take time, learn yourself, you deserve it, take time (Yeah), learn yourself (You deserve It) I could never see myself to get a major Like I wasn't smart enough to be accepted, but rejected Still, music paved a way for me to get the paper But my pain is feeling numb like it's second nature Every day is just blank I'm feeling outta place in my ways I'm broke without a dollar to my name To entertain, is all it takes to make a change But i'm feeling like i'm so gone, nowadays I ain't feeling the same I'm blowing to escape all the lows With my high and this smoke My eyes is so low But it's not from the dro It's from all the strain When I cry in my soul Cause' I'm killing my spirit To strive my goals So many people calling dude fine And you don't see a sign But you moving like it's all in due time But my faith in this music is like faith in religion I'm confident and I believe that things will change in minute But I know the thought of failing only making me different Cause I took my dream and made it a mission People criticize the best of you, hoping that you play your position But if the pressure's too hot, stay away from the kitchen And think, if Jordan never gets the ball How can he show the skill he has or correct the flaws? That's why I gotta make a chance for me to set the bar And pray I don't get gassed like electric cars Hit me up What's worse than crying alone? Tell me what's better than writing this song? Take time, learn yourself, you deserve it, take time (Yeah), learn yourself, you deserve it Take time What's worse than crying alone? Tell me what's better than writing this song? Take time, learn yourself, you deserve it, take time (Yeah) learn yourself I been I been out here in my head feeling pain like all day Been too long since I felt better, I could hear my mom say You my baby, i'm still learning don't forgive me for my faults Nothing's deeper than these actions, I can't cover up these wrongs I still got passion in this art, just so happened that i'm lost Finding ways without direction so I stumble over thoughts If you asking, I been damaging Hurting and don't know if I can handle this I'm coping, smoke my happiness I wish I could be numb But I feel everything Yeah I feel every bit of pain You moving forward but somehow you feel the same In my brain, I see a king beneath the shame But in my mirror, only thing I see me, in need of change And I love talking but i'm often lost for words I can't find my love like RiRi Now I'm knee-deep on the verge of being murked By own depreciation I can't explain When you feel caged in But ya free to think ya will Gon' push you further with some patience What's worse than crying alone? Tell me what's better than writing this song? Take time, learn yourself, you deserve it, take time, learn yourself, you deserve it, take Time What's worse than crying alone? Tell me what's better than writing this song? Take time, learn yourself, you deserve it, take time, learn yourself, you deserve it, take Time What's worse than crying alone? Tell me what's better than writing this song? Take time, learn yourself, you deserve it, take time, learn yourself, you deserve it, take Time What's worse than crying alone? Tell me what's better than writing this song? Take time, learn yourself, you deserve it, take time (Yeah), learn yourself, you deserve it