Do No Wrong

What I want ain't what I need Need peace of mind or peace at least Got beats to make and rhymes to write I find my light in my darkest times Underground so I overthink I might know the way, not sure if i'll sink Got too much hate, I don't love enough Too much change, and still i'm stuck Can't change the way that I think Or feel about nothing, it's all my in my head So I guess i'll keep working Feeling hurt has no purpose Feeling numb it's ironic, huh When I dive underneath the surface To be the best, is it worth it? Soon as I wake, it's the first thing on my mind I feel like i'm fine But know that i'm not though Stay in my lane or still hit these potholes My growth been stifled, I feel my heart close Open up when I feel the distance Distraction? Happiness? What's the difference? Truth is, right now I'm broke I've broken everything close My momma don't know the way I feel My brother hates me, I know that's real My sister growing and I can't chill Cause' without the music, life moves so still My job ain't shit but still I go My friends around me but still so low In my own way, I can't move at this pace I'm still so young but i'm changing fate This ain't the way that I know I'm taking control My patience been OSO strong I used to pray but now everyday I chase my faith and work till i'm gone Write these songs, I can't right no wrongs Can't change the past, so i'll change myself Grow like I can't do nothing else until karma catch me Or I'm hit by twelve I was 11, when I turned hip-hop on 10 Did the whole 9 before I had friends My ex said I need change with my problems Sometimes I can't see being toxic Some nights I can't feel what I know Some days I can't sleep in my head Cause' you won't even know when you hurt sometimes So let it out King Let it out Queen Do my thing like nobody do it better I need outer peace, all the love from whatever Listen to the letters, that I form into a picture Gotta new mind, set on bringing all the pressure Fresh up out the funk Step up to the front No you can't tell my life If you had these Nikes God damn, that boy got a head And he 20 feet tall, not a flex You do no wrong, I keep my space But not with you I let you down, you keep me high But now I'm falling for you You do no wrong, I keep my space But not with you I let you down, you keep me high But now I'm falling for you I been on a pity pot Wish em well, they wish I drop I don't have it figured out I started this, i'll never stop The only way I feel the change Is if the pain, don't go away I hope the pain, don't go It isn't mine to hold To grow is all I need and all I see Is everything that I have done to date So I ask myself, "what have I done today?" Do I feel the same? Or do I think the same? Cause' for the past three nights I been thinking clearer Vision blurry, gotta my wipe mirrors Kids is screaming loud, do ya hear us? Nah, they fear us God-like, Beerus You do no wrong, I keep my space But not with you (you) I let you down, you keep me high But now I'm falling for you You do no wrong, I keep my space But not with you (you) I let you down, you keep me high But now I'm falling for you Fallin' for you, i'm fallin' for you I'm fallin' for you, fallin' for you I'm fallin' for you, you keep me high I'm fallin' for you Oh, yeah