Red Bank

I chose to walk through the park on my way home tonight I had to clear my head so I thought I wouldn't drive From this battlefield I see city lights that seem to light up the whole night sky And from this cliche mess I'm sure you know the next few lines I know you said this probably wouldn't last It makes me think of the past which surely has passed It reminds me of a year ago, my friends advice which I now know She said "every body wants what they can't have" If can't get through the summer without one of us feeling torn Then we won't get through the winter cause we'll need someone to keep us warm The spring and the fall are my favorite of all cause I know that I don't need you, but I'll always seem to want to I guess I gotta move on I decided to drive by your old house today The connections are gone but the same old feelings stay They say time only flies when you're having fun, if this is true my time as barely begun But sometimes it only feels like yesterday when we walked through that crowded house together So many people were there but I still felt so alone The closest thing to love that night was when I gave you my coat just to do some right. Did you take it out of love or were you just that cold? Were you just cold? Its hard for you to hear as its hard for me to write Part of me will always love you, all of me will care whats right for you With this never ending chase, and the words I can't erase, but you know what I have to do And it might kill me to say Its hard for you to hear as its hard for me to write, but you know that its not worth it Its not worth the fight I guess I gotta move on Stagnant words, drowning eyes, wasted time I see you in everything completely in my head You stared the end of me The subtle movements and the lover laying dead You started the end of me Just so you know I don't regret our past year, still its safe to say that I have learned a lot