These Four Walls

I feel so numb staring at the shower wall It's begun, the feeling that the end has come And now the water's cold I tried to eat today But the lump in my throat got in the way In this time, I've lost all sense of pride I've called a hundred times If I hear your voice, I'll be fine And I, I can't come alive I want the room to take me under 'Cause I can't help but wonder What if I had one more night for goodbye If you're not here to turn the lights off, I can't sleep These four walls and me I lay in bed, can't seem to leave your side Your pillow's wet from all these tears I've cried I won't say goodbye I tried to smile today Then I realised it's no point anyway In this time, I've lost all sense of pride I've called a thousand times If I hear your voice, I'll be fine And I, I can't come alive I want the room to take me under 'Cause I can't help but wonder What if I had one more night for goodbye If you're not here to turn the lights off, I can't sleep These four walls and me Oh Oh, and I, I can't come alive (can't come alive) I want the room to take me under (oh) 'Cause I can't help but wonder Wonder what if I had one more night for goodbye If you're not here to turn the lights off, I can't sleep These four walls and me