Forgive Me

I take a walk outside to remind myself That im not the only one living in this hell I know i'll probly need some help Cuz I can't take it I walk a couple blocks to the liquor store I know I've been down this path before Lost so many friends to addiction But I still cant shake it Should I pray to a God that I dont see Should I fake a smile when you all see me Knowing if you knew the real me (I cant understand this part) And I cant seem to love myself I guess Staring at the ugly I possess Hopin you'll forgive me for the mess I'm finally at peace, no one can save me I'm finally at peace, no one can save me Couldn't take it. Breakin inside of me. Holdin inside of me Breakin inside of me till im dead Hoping reality thrives me some sanity Breakin inside of me ... till im dead In my time alone all that I find is fear Visions of your face . Slowly dissapear And you dont know you killed me. Do you? You dont know im dying just despite you. I waited by the phone, my visions not so clear This poison crossed my soul, I really wish you were here. But it seems like all I am just fades away Fades Away Breakin inside of me Holdin inside of me Breakin inside of me, till im dead Hoping reality thrives me some sanity Breakin inside of me, till im dead Shame that Im a sinner Talk with each other Walk with one another Drugged and the needles Two sided people, Please come together Can we find a reason For peace this evening No more crying mother We're blinded for a reason Let's go fight the demons Let's conquer ourselves we're Not hog one another Kill one another Shoot one another No more crying mothers Dont take our brothers We walk with each other Its such a sadening thing to see We can't trust, trust one another If you've seen what I do Then you'd know why we suffer Breakin inside of me Holdin inside of me Breakin inside of me, till im dead Hoping reality thrives me some sanity Breakin inside of me, till im dead