If I Could Feel Again

she said ill do anything to make myself feel pretty again cuz you scarred me and made me forget i was pretty within my friends told me i shoulve left yo ass that first time you cheathed yo i swear i shoulve listened cuz look you did it again what is it?? is it cuz i ain't thick like this other bitches sorry i aint perfect and thick like these other bitches but i did everything for you that the others didn't i was even there when your family was acting different and i still got cheated on i guess i wasnt pretty enough i bet she had bigger tits and a Brazilian butt i was already insecure and i just feel shitty as fuck got me looking in the mirror trying to analyze my figure telling myself ill never be good enough for no man cuz i dont love no man you know why i dont trust no man because even my father left my life i couldnt trust my own mans damn but you i cared for you i was always there for you