The Comedown

I wake up Skin is crawling Brain stuck Morning coffee I hear you calling but I've been dodging you I've been dodging the truth See, I don't think I have a problem You did what you could to resolve it I didn't take you on your offer I couldn't change wouldn't bother I'm at war with my hell Laying on the floor with myself You should know If you love me let me go Cuz I'm barely holding on I can feel it in my bones I'm already too far gone I wish I had let you know There's a poison in my soul I can feel it take its hold I'm already too far gone This is the comedown You thought I would do it for me You thought I could do it with treatment Then I got locked up for a week Been turning it into a sequence I'm at war with myself Laying on the floor in my cell You should know If you love me let me go Cuz I'm barely holding on I can feel it in my bones I'm already too far gone I wish I had let you know There's a poison in my soul I can feel it take its hold I'm already too far I am at war in my own hell Laying on the floor with myself I know you wanna fix me You can't change the unwilling Just leave me to rot Just leave me to rot If you love me let me go Cuz I'm barely holding on I can feel it in my bones I'm already too far gone I wish I had let you know There's a poison in my soul I can feel it take its hold I'm already too far