She's Not There

Did I fell in love with my life, I'm scared What if I wake up and she's not there What if I love her and she won't care I'm too, too scared Results may vary, I feel like Mariah But I can't carry, and I'm on fire I'm on fire, I always use a rubber bitch I need the time This shit outta date, bitch, you expire I've been feeling low, so I'm getting higher Girl, you inspire my entire I've been feeling low, so I'm getting higher I drink too much and now I'm feeling myself Mix it with the Perkys, now I'm killing myself Woke up in hell, she know me well She say I'm high, how can you tell Drink too much and now I'm feeling myself Mix it with the Perkys, got me killing myself Woke up in hell, she know me well She know I'm high, how could you tell You got pills, send them through the mail You can't feel, do I look like Braille You hate me, tell that bitch go to hell Magic bitch like a spell Lost my brother last year, I shed mad tears That shit was like last year, but I still feel I've been popping two pills, that shit too real I've been popping two pills, this ain't advil Think I fell in love with my life, I'm scared What if I wake up and she's not there What if I love her and she won't care I'm too, too scared Think I, think I fell in love with my life, I'm scared What if I wake up and she's not there What if I love her and she won't care I'm too, too scared Results may vary I feel like Mariah, but I can't carry And I'm on fire, I'm on fire I always use a rubber bitch, I need the time Yeah, I don't live in the past life Only thing I want is the cash Only thing I want is the cash, right That's a white lie, I'm unloved I was in the room on the shrooms all alone When I thought about you, I got confused What do I do without you Since you left, I've been a fool I've been a mess, sued for stress I could get you sued for wet, sued for sex Pull up with a suit, protect, lay, and rip I don't give a fuck at all, that's what I know Think I, think I fell in love with my life, I'm scared What if I wake up and she's not there What if I love her and she won't care I'm too, too scared Results may vary I feel like Mariah, but I can't carry And I'm on fire, I'm on fire I always use a rubber bitch, I need the time Yeah, what if I wake up and she's not there What if I love her and she won't care I'm too, too scared