Ultraviolet

Information tidal wave Gotta put the phone away And look up at this pretty place But bad habits are hard to break Seeing everyone get what I want Wondering if I did something wrong And I know I'm not the only one Who's dizzy from comparison And I know its not good its unhealthy But everyone here looks so lovely Yeah self deprecation is ugly I'm a moth to the flame so don't judge me 'Cause I'm already doing it Worse than I want to admit Constantly excusing it I'm the one who's fueling it Addict and I gotta quit Before this shit is permanent None of this is elegant Heavy and it's delicate And I'm so good at hiding it Ultraviolet Been out of my body since I was kid I did a lot of things I wish I never did When you're 15 years old Face down and strung out On the floor of some strangers apartment And I know its no good its unhealthy But everyone here looks so lovely Yeah self deprecation is ugly I'm a moth to the flame so don't judge me 'Cause I'm already doing it Worse than I want to admit Constantly excusing it I'm the one who's fueling it Addict and I gotta quit Before this shit is permanent None of this is elegant Heavy and it's delicate And i'm so good at hiding it Ultraviolet Ultraviolet (Ultraviolet) Ultraviolet (Ultraviolet) Ultraviolet (Ultraviolet) Ultraviolet (Ultraviolet) Information tidal wave Gotta put the phone away And look up at this pretty place God it's such a pretty place