Vertigo

Waiting at the airport lost and found Watching machines push suitcases round and round Got a lot of baggage in my mind Pick a pretty package, see what's still left inside I thought when I was older I would be on top I thought the jealousy would drop But it never stops I've got a strange obsession Of mixing love and loss But at what cost? I'm protecting myself from emotional healing Got a lot of friends inside my brain Head and heart, past and present, harmony and pain Everybody's telling me to run (run) Find a sequence, pull the trigger, self sabotage for fun I thought when I was older I would be on top I thought the jealousy would drop But it never stops I've got a strange obsession Of mixing love and loss But at what cost? I'm protecting myself from emotional healing I thought when I was older I would be on top I thought the jealousy would drop But it never stops I've got a strange obsession Of mixing love and loss But at what cost? I'm protecting myself from emotional healing