Secrecy

Baby, didn't I do it for ya? Chasing dreams and quick euphoria Ain't been healthy for me, love Can't you see, love That I'm in a bad way? You were my muse, my motivation I needed somethin' was worth wasting I guess that was you, love Did me and you finally punch my ticket to hell? Say it wasn't fine Table cloth and fishing rods And I think I'm flyin' Were you lying when you said I was okay? Aaah-aaah-aah I'm a pusher I'm a pleaser I'm a beggar And I need you to hold me (aaah-aaah-aah) Wishin' for this evening out for years And now you wanna destroy me? And the corridors converge into a drain Would you love me if this went my way? And I hope that you'll be running after me Everybody sees it all the same Your name's collecting dust inside my brain But you promised me that you would never change Bottles of Bacardi down the drain And I'm movin' through the crowd like it's a maze Singin', you, and alcohol It don't look great Guess you gotta do a better job of secrecy