NuMb

All I ever feel is numb Smoke filling up my lungs Alcohol in my blood Ice where my heart once was Told you what it was from the jump I'm always gonna turn to the drugs Told you that I loved you, I was drunk Only let it slip out once Fucked around and let you down Off a few rounds Had to go and get my bag up Had to leave town Told me that you miss the old me But he's dead now Buried 6 feet deep, yeah it's RIP (rest in peace) I know you hate me Wish you could erase me This styrofoam got me lazy Devil on my back, I was born to crash On the 405 with my eyes closed All I ever feel is numb Smoke filling up my lungs Alcohol in my blood Ice where my heart once was Told you don't fall in love You won't ever be enough Ice where my heart once was All I ever feel is numb I ain't living right I admit it, I've been sinning Won't be sanctified, I won't ever be forgiven Angel in my bed laying out like crucifixes Devil with the triple sixes On her knees like it's religion And if I die young, wonder if I get to heaven Or will I end up in the opposite direction Cause I was counting money When I shoulda counted blessings I'll be paying for it for forever And I bet that's why you Hate me Wish you could erase me Styrofoam got me lazy Devil in my back, I was born to crash On the 405 with my eyes closed All I ever feel is numb Smoke filling up my lungs Alcohol in my blood Ice where my heart once was Told you don't fall in love You won't ever be enough Ice where my heart once was All I ever feel is numb