so scared - Bonus Track

Why are you so scared right now, up all alone? Are you thinkin' of me? Why are you so scared right now, up all alone? Are you thinkin' of me? Yeah, sometimes I feel like death, the healin' doesn't happen The water doesn't flow, the growin' stays stagnant What if I kill myself? Will it end this pain? Will it fix what I have broken? Will it ever fade? So I stare at the ceilin', alone with all my thoughts Life is crumblin' to pieces, all I do is watch Close my eyes and ears, I'm tryna numb the senses 'Cause that's the only way that I can stop my life from endin' What kind of life is this where I'm a broken kid? All the answers to my questions written on my wrists So I just get the courage to end my fuckin' song But I choose to stay alive 'cause of my fuckin' mom I couldn't do it to her, so I just choose to live Even though I'm filled with pain and nothin' left to give And now my heart's alone, I'm just a bag of bones I'm cuttin' people off, really I just have to go Why are you so scared right now, up all alone? Are you thinkin' of me? Why are you so scared right now, up all alone? Are you thinkin' of me?