Going Away Getting Better

Look I made a decision, I'm going away, I'm focused on me getting better This shit temporary, I promise it's not for forever, I'm hoping that you got my letter I'm searching for happiness out in a desert, but why do it feel like I'm searching for treasure? But why does it feel like I'm searching for treasure? (Yeah) I'm just starting to see that I'm gone never find it, got the same attitude with different climate Get on IG, then I get on Facebook, then I get on Snapchat, then I'm slowly reminded I'm just a local, underground, upcoming, rapper, who, quote on quote "Been grinding" Might be consistent for about a month or two, but that's it, then it's back to the wining Back to the crying, then back to frustration, I'm so tired of seeing these notifications I'm battling ego, I'm fighting depression, while all in midst looking for motivation I'm looking for compliments and validation, looking to be worshipped with an ovation Being realistic, my mind in a prison, so I don't believe in no manifestation I'm tuning the world out, I'm changing the station, turning off anyone with my location Checking my messages, getting of ahead of this, shaking this feeling, and working on patience I don't got a license or no registration, don't got an address, no specification I'm moving on forward and not looking back, I'll be back when I reach my destination, let's go