Something I'm Not

You know there's something I want Something, you gave it to me This kind of act has a price But I'd do it for free I'd do it for free Cause you hate And you take My fucking energy Away From this place I used to love myself But now I don't know Where I stand I hope you meet your end I used to think That kind of shit won't happen to me I used to think about all the things I wanted to be I used to dream I used to feel I used to think that all my heroes were real And now it's gone I used to be a confident son of a bitch And I would live my life as every 30 year old did Maybe it's the substance abuse But yeah I got along fine before I ran into you I've never wanted to harm another person I just wanted to see you bleed Cause I changed on that day Yeah I changed on that day Because you hate And you take My fucking energy Away From this place I used to love myself But now I don't know Where I stand (I hope you meet your end) I wouldn't think That this thing Would've affected me Like this A mistake But now I'm sinking in The hate That I feel For this man I hope you meet your end I was never that person I was never that man But you turned me into something that I never want to look at again Never Never again And I'll fucking hate you til the day that I die I'll never Never Never Be like you Never Never Never Be like you You tried to take my everything away from me But you can't I hope you meet your end I used to think That kind of shit won't happen to me I used to think about all the things I wanted to be I used to dream I used to feel I used to think that all my heroes were real And now it's gone