In Front of Me Now

I used to be dreaming when I was driving I used to be leaving when I was arriving I used to be calling when I was walking I used to be thinking when I was talking I used to be counting when I was sharing I used to be blanking when I was staring I used to be rolling when I was parking I used to be raining when I was sparking Today, I do what's in front of me now Today, I do what's in front of me now I used to be stopping while I trying I used to be landing before I was flying I used to be haunting not just remembering In the middle of summer, I was decembring Always re-writing what I was reading But also doubting what I was conceiving I used to be dropping when I was collecting I could have been building but I was dissecting Today, I do what's in front of me now Today, I do what's in front of me, what's in front of me I do what's in front of me now I used to be missing when I was kissing Why wasn't I present? I could have been living I used to be dodging when I was catching I used to be dying, I could have been hatching I used to be drowning when I was drinking I was only masking, I could have been feeling You used to surround me whenever you found me I could have learned more from the friends I had 'round me I used to be falling when I was leaning Catastrophe courting, I could have been dreaming I was careening, looking for meaning Wish I was relaxing, I could have been breathing Today, I do what's in front of me now Today, I do what's in front of me, what's in front of me Oh there's too many lanes There's too much to see in the frame at once There's too much to contain Oh there's too much terrain I can never explain it all It's too much for my brain I do what's in front of me, what's in front of me I do what's in front of me, what's in front of me I do what's in front of me now