false self

Oh, okay Ah, ah-ah, ah-ah, ah-ah Ah-ah, ah Ah-ah, ah-ah I've decided That I don't wanna justify it Move in silence like an island That nobody wants to reside in (ah) Just keep it quiet 'Cause I don't wanna feel defiled Bruised ego like I'm a child In your shoes, won't last a mile Or a few steps A perfect test Just a few steps I'll fall out the nest I'm not gonna fight it Not gonna deny it Ah, ah-ah, ah-ah, ah-ah Ah-ah, ah Ah-ah, ah-ah I, I wanna crash, feel so attacked On a mad dash in my own brain I'm so attached, I'm so detached Yeah, I don't know, it's all the same Am I insane? Uh Feel the answer change each day, oh-oh, oh Feel the answer change I don't wanna change, but I need to change Feel the answer change I don't wanna change, but I need to change How do I need to change? Ask myself the same everyday, oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh Ah Ah (ah-ah) Ah I was tryna fight it (ah) The truth came back to bite me, uh But I wanna feel it, wanna see it Even though it eats me whole I can't escape the pull Can't escape the pull (oh, ah) I can't tell that lie, not one more time Think you know me But you can't see behind my eyes My false self must die, it's no surprise I wanna know me but I can't hear my thoughts I wanna crash, feel so attacked On a mad dash in my own brain I'm so attached, I'm so detached Yeah, I don't know, it's all the same Am I insane? Uh Feel the answer change each day, oh-oh, oh Feel the answer change I don't wanna change, but I need to change Feel the answer change I don't wanna change, but I need to change How do I need to change? Ask myself the same everyday, oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh Ah Ah (ah-ah) Ah Ah, ah (oh, eh) Ah Ah (yeah, oh) Ah (yeah, yeah) Ah, ah, oh