Seeing It Now

So tell me, did you ever think I'd be here? Learnt how to face all my fears Always knew they'd hold me back Do you see the way that they care about me? Only want to make them happy I only want to make them proud But it's hard when you're the one who's in control So close now but I might just lose it all Don't wanna lose it now Seeing it now, only in hindsight I took my time, maybe that's all right Seeing it now, I'm never going back Never going back Seeing it now Learn from my mistakes Like counting every second that I waste Could've been a little more patient I should've been a little more kind 'Cause I hated the words that I wrote down on the pages Second-guess myself until I can't face The one thing that I love, the only thing I love Seeing it now, only in hindsight I took my time, maybe that's all right Seeing it now, I'm never going back Never going back Seeing it now, seeing it now Seeing it now, seeing it now So tell me, did you ever think I'd be here? Finally learnt to face all my fears They will never hold me back 'Cause I hated the words that I wrote down on the pages Second-guessed myself until I can't face The one thing that I love, the only thing I love