I hate to say
I hate the way I feel
Where I am now
Is where I aim to be
The bunting is down
The last champagne is empty
I'm stood at the top of the tallest hill I've ever seen
Isn't anybody trying to find me
The battle was primed
As were the dreams I felt
Before I reached them all
Before I had nothing left
Now that I'm here
I hate the air I breathe
Getting to whеre I want is the loneliеst place I've ever been
Isn't anybody trying to find me now
Cause I'm stood on my own
Not so good on my own
No im too aware of how much I care
I got to the top I got what I want
I look at the view and I think it's haunted
There's nobody here
No one to call
No nothing at all
I keep it all in
I don't tell a soul
So ungrateful I'd be if I let it all go
I want to go back to when I had nothing
The drive for it all made me feel something
The less that I had
The less I could fall
