Nothing Natural

Have you always known? I'd never bring myself to say that you should go There's nothing, nothing natural about the way this feels (the way this feels) I never let (I never let these old wounds heal) I feel it under my skin like a butterfly that's trapped within, trapped within It ends before it begins in this chrysalis, I'm trapped within, trapped within So this is how we fall apart Our pieces never fit from the start Trying to figure out what we are Once I leave and I get in my car When I go, baby, I'm going far And I'm not looking back, no, I'm raising the bar You're never home and your heart is ajar Left broken by the sight of tail-lights on his car 'Cause you know wherever he goes, he's going far From you and all you are (all you are) There's nothing, nothing natural about the way this feels (the way this feels) I never let (I never let these old wounds heal) I feel it under my skin like a butterfly that's trapped within, trapped within It ends before it begins in this chrysalis, I'm trapped within, trapped within What do I do? And where do I go? When my feet feel like they aren't my own Nowhere to run or return to Is it time I gave up on this dream of me and you? All the butterflies behind my eyes are just waiting for me to die All to colonize my skeleton in time And make a home from the bones where my body lies 'Cause you know wherever he goes, he's going far From you and all you are, all you are, oh There's nothing, nothing natural about the way this feels (the way this feels) I never let (I never let these old wounds heal) I feel it under my skin like a butterfly that's trapped within, trapped within It ends before it begins in this chrysalis, I'm trapped within, trapped within I'm trapped within you