Hold (8-Minute Version)

I've been driving all night rounding up where you live I've been out of my mind trying to keep you off and out of it We've been into places that never exist Caught up in the moment and the feelings that we can't resist And I, bit the bullet, and said "I was fine" I should be alright while holding all these inside And how we were so perfect twinned every night It should be alright It should be alright 'Cause I know that I've been holding On to something that is always there And that is the reason I can't let you go Darling it's so hard to get you off 'Cause I just wish you're always here But if we were nothing I cannot live it out there So I'll always hold Always fighting over everything that I said Keep on ending up on breaking feelings that we shared and built So easy to remember what we've lost, what we've had But sometimes I think that we could bring everything all back And I, bit the bullet, and said "I was fine" I should be alright even if I rose a lie And how we've been so perfect twinned every night We should be alright We should be alright 'Cause I know that I've been holding On to something that is always there And that is the reason I can't let you go Darling it's so hard to get you off And I just wish you're always here But if we were nothing I cannot live it out there So I'll always hold Now I've been driving all night at the street where you live You've been running on my mind, I can't keep you out of my head Still going into places, we've always been hid Wishing all these sorrows, all these sadness could turn into bliss And I, bit the bullet, and said "I was fine" I should be alright even if I rose a lie And how, we've been so perfect twinned every night I should be alright I should be alright 'Cause it's sad that I've been holding On to something that was never there So why does it still feel I can't let you go Darling I'm so fucked up in my head And I just wish you're always here But now we were nothing I just want to leave it out there So why I still hold? I'm sorry if I mistreated you I don't mean it like that I'm sorry for the things that I have done But now you are gone Now I've been writing letters, that you'll never read Chasing all your shadows and the memories of what we did Still I, bit the bullet, and said "I was fine" I should be alright while holding all these inside And how, I looked so ruined on every night I should be alright I should be alright Now I know that I've been holding On to something that was never there Now that is the reason I need to let go I know I'm so fucked-up-in-the-head But I just really wish you well Now that we are nothing I just want to leave it out there And now I won't hold I'm sorry if I mistreated you I don't mean it like that I'm sorry for the things that I have done But now you are gone Now I know that I've been holding On to something that was never there Now that is the reason I need to let go I know I'm so fucked-up-in-the-head But I just really wish you well Now that we are nothing I just want to leave it out there And now I won't hold I'm sorry if I mistreated you I don't mean it like that I'm sorry for the things that I have done But now you are gone I'm sorry if I mistreated you I don't mean it like that I'm sorry for the things that I have done But now you are gone