Unalive

I wanna die No not literally, fuck Just wanna cry 'Cause I hate the way I look I'll realign my spine and hide inside the bassline Anything I can do to feel unalive (Is it really easy?) 'Cause I'm a robot With human skin And try as I might I can't overwrite the code within I'm just a robot I don't exist Extinguished the light I gave up the fight For views and clicks But somehow I still break down, every time you call I'm just a fake now, not supposed to feel at all So why am I so unsteady Fused with so much pain already Yeah I wish I could just start again No pretend But everyday I look inside with discontent Shit doesn't relent I wanna die No not literally, fuck Just wanna cry 'Cause I hate the way I look I'll realign my spine and hide inside the bassline Find the shine confined within, embrace mine You can't contrive To remove me from the book Blood intertwined Art, virality mistook I'll realign my spine and hide inside the bassline Anything I can do to feel unalive They make this shit look easy Hijack their eyes to feed me He'll reach inside of their souls' convince them that they need me But what's the meaning I'm bleeding I feel my life force depleting So what's the point of succeeding If it's not for myself? It's just for everyone else Couldn't help but put my pride on the shelf I guess I'm going to hell We're all frauds, ain't no contest I'm no god, just a complex I don't get it How they hid it So well It's no fun, to be broken Burning sun, I'm unchosen They don't get it How I did it Don't tell I tried to bottle it up But you threw salt in the cut My body's turning to rust I guess I'll wallow in it They said it wasn't enough So now I'm calling their bluff Not who they think that I was I strive to keep it hidden I wanna die No not literally, fuck Just wanna cry 'Cause I hate the way I look I'll realign my spine and hide inside the bassline Fine the shrine confined within, embrace mine You can't contrive To remove me from the book Blood intertwined Art, vitality mistook I'll realign my spine and hide inside the bassline Anything I can do to feel unalive