I lie awake every single night
Wondering if I'm wrong
Or if I'm right
Will I ever know
And fear seeps in through cracks I hide
I search for truth
I'll never find
Will I ever know
Indoctrination of resurrection
Has only led to separation
And all rejection of my decision
Made so clear by
Your damnation
This is what I chose for me
I'll make my destiny
I'm sorry you don't agree
But I can't live my whole life just living in your lie
Oh please
I never wanted this to be
And I wish I could just believe
But I guess I'm never gonna learn
So just keep waiting for the day I burn
I plead for single moment
Where you don't act as opponent
Where I'm not fed lies to confuse my life and hated for the path I've chosen
This cult is killing me
You said that I'm just not worthy
Cause I don't regard ghosts as holy
Cause I won't split truths in the way you do only the devil will know me
You've made it so very clear
I only hope that you can hear
This is what I chose for me
I'll make my destiny
I'm sorry you don't agree
But I can't live my whole life just living in your lie
Oh please
I never wanted this to be
And I wish I could just believe
But I guess I'm never gonna learn
So just keep waiting for the day I burn
This is what I chose for me
I'll make my destiny
I'm sorry you don't agree
But I can't live my whole life just living in your lie
Oh please
I never wanted this to be
And I wish I could just believe
But I guess I'm never gonna learn
So just keep waiting for the day I burn
