Take It As a Man

It started with my grandpa I was just a kid And my parents didn't notice a thing I guess I got real good at hiding I don't even remember All the details now Except that night when I was 11 I said you're never getting close again What does it have to take Until somebody awakes It's digging holes in my brain Am I going insane If nobody sees what's going on I wonder did it even happen If nobody sees when it goes wrong I wonder did it even happen Or do I gotta learn to take it as a man Do I gotta learn to take it as a man Uh uh, ye ye ye And then it was my boyfriend It's been more than one He would hold me up all night Until I cried and let him get a bite And all the others out there Who's been tryna get my body Out of peer pressure or money I can't even count it's way too many What does it have to take Until somebody awakes It's digging holes in my brain Am I going insane If nobody sees what's going on I wonder did it even happen If nobody sees when it goes wrong I wonder did it even happen Or do I gotta learn to take it as a man Do I gotta learn to take it as a man Or do I gotta learn to take it as a man Do I gotta learn to take it as a man Do I gotta learn to take it as a man, oh Cus I'm a woman