Premonition

Premonitions of my last breath Already know who Ima spend it with And thats a blessing that I almost lost Fake tryna build w the Atlanta chick I send her my best But I'm a blessing I cant send it with Rarely see me on a camera pic It's hard to show people what I'm jamming with Who I'm fammin with They posting candids with people they never been candid with I Cant stand it here I became a better man this year I got a glimpse of life without the stress and Best believe I'm staying planted here Can't overstate the understanding here I'm taking care of my fam this year And I couldnt get outta my bed last year Damn Arizona or a snapple After school I'd the hit the corner spot Either green tea or the apple one Then I started AIMing shorties throwing subs at me All week through their Sidekick Ones Is that when we all started putting up fronts? Only took 20 years to get over them I seen a janitor paid I seen the plug workin minimum wage Middle aged Millionaires on 100k They played it safe, aint wanna be saved Regular flips Every day How we all know and still flop on the way I'm making flips that I'm putting away This type of flip it pay well on delay Ive met liars to the core They'll never settle the score, no With them there's one way to move Go get it straight it from the source And I've met the purest of souls Wish I could see her some more But I got some business to close So I gotta flight in the morning And we learning to balance the distance Making time just to listen Wasn't the vision but gotta let distance be distance Rather than division Im learning the values that woulda kept Both of my parents from getting divorced Whats to be forced and not to be forced Settle your battles dont make em a war Im learning the impact of choices Im learning how worthy my voice is I'm letting life play out its course Knowing that winners still deal w some loss Dont be defensive but never defenseless Pay attention to the tension Address the signals of distress before they poison your intentions My most recent life lesson is Son, you aint ever gon change But our characters do have range You get to choose which you to maintain First Decisions commitments priorities shift After that you start shifting with them Block out the noise and listen to jx And see how your weight starts lifting with him I seen a janitor paid I seen the plug workin minimum wage Middle aged Millionaires on 100k They played it safe, aint wanna be saved Regular flips Every day How we all know and still flop on the way I'm making flips that I'm putting away This type of flip it pay well on delay I seen the love and I seen the hate I seen a family break I seen the give and I seen the take I seen the fears and I seen the faith I seen the sturdy and I seen the shake I seen the rush and I seen the wait I been the beast and I been the prey Switching w seasons I've gone either way Now I can see it all clearly as day All my decisions they leading the way My indecision's the heaviest weight So I'm tryna keep it away I gotta keep it away