My Therapy Is My Mic

Taking a trip through my mind, got me phasing through time, got me seeing all my people Getting stuck up on the climb, I've been trapped in a circle, too afraid of what to do next Unlocking thoughts inside my mind, just realizing time's a given. The only thing we Guaranteed in life is death, so fuck the money, fuck the love, fuck the stress, if you believe In this vision, let me tell you what I see next City lights be shining down upon my face Looking like the opera, and now they see me on the stage, I always hold it proper Told them I would fill the books, if I had the opportunity, putting out hits, doing my shit These people they feeling me now, they seeing me out, and I've been trying to channel my thoughts Aint trying to live like all these people, they be stuck in a box, it got me looking for a way They always tell you not to stray, but one thing they never say, the right road ain't always paved Sometimes you gotta pave your way, embracing all the change, knowing where we go It ain't always safe to stay, I always said we wouldn't know the good without the bad But what's so great about the good, if I learned to love the bad, we ain't get no second chance I ain't taking it back, this is my final decision, and I've been putting in time Making incisions in my game, and I've been changing out And I've been paving my lane, these people see me now, forget the word of mouth, forget the doubt Now you got it body by the culture, and I've been losing my mind, I've been losing my thoughts You look up in the sky, and all you see is vultures, because the music be dying I'm slowly trying to revive the game, the first step to take change, is acceptance Fuck all that bullshit that turned you into a savage, the second step to change Fuck them diamond rings, & fuck all the love, and fuck the money I've been losing just to prove to somebody, that I ain't willing to change Somebody had to say it, these bitches getting hella crazy, thinking that they made you No don't you let them paint you, I use my demons as my guide I've been keeping them close, doing the most, sharing hosts They be jacking my posts, uh, but I ain't give it the time of day now Said fuck all that shit in the past, I cannot change, I will not change now For who? for you? nah, ayy, breaking it down, but things are never remaining the same now Uh, ayy, throw the top off the coupe, rolling down the boulevard with my boo Got her dancing to my tunes, she know the words to my songs And she know it turn me on, every time she sing along, shh, listen My therapy is my mic, so I just had to write a song about it And now I got em bouncing, playing my tunes, bumping my shit Got me losing my mind all of the time, when I see it I be tripping out It got me thinking that my value is unknown, cause I ain't start yet Fuck all the label companies, say you can suck my nut sacks Independent how I keep it, like my life, it ain't no secret how I did it That's why they always questioning am I finish, but I could never quit, I'm holding it down I put my town up on the map, said kona town, a true king, I bring the crown back Flashbacks inside my mind, seeing the sunshine on the tarmac I lost my head and ever since, it got me looking for a new cap Tryna find a way, I've been lost, tryna find a day I've been changing the way that I think and react Selfish enough to put love in the back, and I've been holding it down I ain't takin it back, said no regrets And ain't no one gonna change me, I'm thankful for the ones who tried to save me Focus on time, driving down the road Ignoring the signs, and ain't nobody paying no attention So fuck the love and the faith, I've been embracing the change I've been accepting the hate, all of these people what they gotta say But I ain't never let em in, no I ain't let em play It's just a journey through my mind, it's just another day But I ain't never let em in, no I ain't let em play Taking a trip right through my mind, fuck you gotta say What the fuck you gotta say It's my life, my words, my book, my vision What the fuck you gotta say