Why/Why

Shouldn't tell you that I have a problem With alcohol, I'm lying on bottles In the fucking morning I don't know where to go It's always my fault, it's always my fault When she tells me that she loves me I don't know who to believe Should it be my brain telling me that I'd Look so pretty undersea, deceased? Oopsies, baby I don't know what's become of me Getting kinda sick of seeing empty walls But it's all I know, I miss mia, smoking dope And I was on a slope, but now life is going so slow Feel like a useless mope. Now everywhere I go, someone telling me Boy you better spit it, you don't need it But I think that you are, full of shit I don't wanna be bitching, you got me stuck on you And even if you go, I need you on the phone Cause I got something you need, and I need I just wish you could see, it's me And you know I won't force that I won't fight back I know you just wanna be alone Nowadays everything, turn to grey, it's only Monday And I'm singing this song like why Do I keep on getting High? First of all, I'm on a stall, and I need to know Why the fuck I'm always feeling like an old man Always staring through the paddock Turning on the television Wish I had a vision, that never happened It's such a tragic I wanna know, am I different? Is there something about me That makes you not wanna forget me? I don't know, coz there's something about you I don't want to ever forget