Friends With Demons

Lately, I've been feeling Like you never really, love me or like me Romance is a haunting So if you're really feeling something that wants you Beside me She called me "her blessing" Never learned my lesson She pushed and she pulled me Don't feel like the old me Lately, I've been feeling Like you never really, love me or like me Romance is a haunting So if you're really feeling something that wants you Beside me I feel like im getting older At least I'll keep falling He thinks he's already golden And growing up is closer So tell me how it feels like When this is just a riptide Don't want to be broken 'Cuase I still keep hoping That my future is not as bad as it seems And I swear I will be patient there to me But I know people always pretend it Somewhere that can silence me just like a kid Older, older I feel like im getting older, older I feel like im getting older, older Older, older