I Have A Mild Addiction To Fairy Lights That Will Not Be Addressed

Hello! Hi, it is me Erm, it is me! I'm just- um Making this little message so you can hear my voice When you wake up And maybe if you feel bad or something It might cheer you up a little bit It's okay if it doesn't but you know maybe You know every- It's the thought that counts, you know? I get scared when you talk about Books I haven't read And I haven't listened to the songs That you recommended me yet I'm riddled with guilt And insecurity But you tell me to shut up And reassure me And you look at me I'll say your eyes are the stars in my skies You call me cringey but you can't help but smile I'll take your heart and try not to cry When I realize It was you this whole time This whole time I seem to miss everything I have a mild addiction to fairy lights that will not be addressed So wrap me up tight in electric starlight If ever I feel stressed I like it when you call me beautiful I think you're beautiful too (And I mean that) I'll say your eyes are the stars in my skies You call me cringey but you can't help but smile I'll take your heart and try not to cry When I realize It was you this whole time This whole time I seem to miss everything I realize I'm making this up It's all in my head I remember you're not here with me I need you I need you