Mad At the World

I am not alright like I used to be Drowning in the Hennessy it's cold as fuck Dropping people close, do it casually I never blame myself I am bold as fuck Vision getting blurry I am tired, yeah, yeah Ain't nobody worried I'm admired, yeah, yeah My PTSD is confirmed Now you understand why I'm mad at the world I don't wanna change myself but I have to Doing it all wrong so I guess I should be glad to move on 'Cause I don't care about my health Really need some help, woah Will it be forever? Give me answers, God Smoking all the weed I need a transfer, yuh I make a lot of dumb choices, why do you look up to me? Drinking some potions to get rid of jealousy I feel so alone Dealing with the trauma in my own home No one by side who can help me out So now I'm filled with doubts I am not alright like I used to be Drowning in the Hennessy it's cold as fuck Dropping people close, do it casually I never blame myself I am bold as fuck Vision getting blurry I am tired, yeah, yeah Ain't nobody worried I'm admired, yeah, yeah My PTSD is confirmed Now you understand why I'm mad at the world I see it clear just gotta put it into motion What I fear is nothin' less than my emotions The pressure rise like the bottom of the ocean (Ooh, yeah) I know I am on my own And I've been here for way too long I still try but I'm so wrong My mind's so gone that I don't know I wanna drown with the feeling Running away from myself I'm feening Heart is so broken, might just stop beating I wanna know where my life is leaning I wanna know where my life is leading I am not alright like I used to be Drowning in the Hennessy it's cold as fuck Dropping people close, do it casually I never blame myself I am bold as fuck Vision getting blurry I am tired, yeah, yeah Ain't nobody worried I'm admired, yeah, yeah My PTSD is confirmed Now you understand why I'm mad at the world