Self Medicate

Since my girlfriend left me, I've been all alone I'm a little irate, she won't pick up the phone I've got all these problems, they make me act quite rash But why think of solutions, when I got loads of cash Oh yeah I got loads of cash (For what?) For the dealers in the back I'll make the most of this stash (Until) Until your calling me back I'll take a shot for the pain With contraband in my veins Incapable of having brains I'll never go against the grain I'll blame you, for all I do Can't blame myself so, I'll blame it all on her And anyone else who, can clearly see the truth I'll tell her she's mine but, she'll never tie me down While I take to others, and I don't care if she frowns Oh yeah I'm looking around (At what?) At the other girls in town But I don't know why she gets upset (You know) It's not like I'm touching them And I guess she's just in her head So I'll drink some beer instead I do these things so I don't face My loneliness I want no trace Of this, mistress Self medicate, because I won't change my ways Blame it on my sign, for my developmental laze These things that I do, they leave you dissatisfied And me not telling ya things, (Guess what) it's not the same as lies Oh but I see it in your eyes (Here we go) You say it is when ya hide But I don't hide I withhold Come on, you get like this if I told ya That's why I'll never change for you Keep this destructive attitude I get to talk to who I want Behind you until I'm caught Find it's true, that I'm doomed (I'm done arguing with you, if ya wanna leave, leave) So I'll go home and smoke a bowl Because I have no self control My hedonistic ways are set These alibis I have are nets They catch my falls, but I won't crawl Back to you