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(I swear) Swear I gave it my all - but it still ain't enough Swear it don't make sense, sentenced myself In between four walls, now and the past tense So what's the future? Pennies for my thoughts I don't have 2 cents Every word written, know it's meant in innocence I just need this sent One day imma leave home and pray When they come back, they all gon' say "Look at all the things that you made!" "Look at all the things that you did!" What is vision with nothing pictured? It's blind Tell me how I fit Jigsaws from a world they built Desperation might make me sick A rat race with an open wound, a lottery with a random mix Monochrome's how I'm really feeling Black and white with the sides we pick I swear I hate y'all, I'll replace y'all Scribble this lead to erase y'all My goal is to burn every stanza Every word that I'm writing is napalm The deeper the breath, the louder the scream Scream till I'm breathless or until I'm seen Paint on this canvas until I lose sight Every line in the key of life, I won't stop till you cut me off- RIP Jordan I grieve in songs, the only way I stay in orbit I gotta force it - towards everybody Because life and death is in accordance You gotta find a reason why Because Without It, there's no try I won't stand and say "That's Life" Even if there were Falling Skies Things Have Changed since you left us all You were grounded but now you fly I was Close To You once a time Now I got After Blues from these cries Everytime a new Red Sun sets As the Blackbirds all go by I won't worry about where you went, hoping I can see you sometime I'll admit I'm dying from thirst but I'll sing about you on this Earth Challenge y'all to go do your worst Give it all, imma make this work I've seen so many people go, so I know what your life is worth Just for once imma sacrifice, everything just to put this first And if I were to go now, bury me with this book of rhymes Get a range rover for my hearse, and tell everyone about this verse I keep digging for some gold Is there anything left on this planet? I feel like it's all gone cold, so I'll paint it Me and this Colour Palette