Capsized (feat. Matthew Jo, Asher Fulero, Max Ribner & Tyrone Hendrix)

I am holding onto you for the last time Capsized, sinking, feeling like I made mistakes I must live by Hoping that I'll find somebody new Just to ease the time and see me through And memories I'm just trying to let em pass by Cause I am holding onto you for the last time Get away from my window I got nothing for you in store My life is in limbo Then it hit me like a rib broke It's simple Every single woman wanna shape me like a stencil Now I mingle no rain when you're single You can find me out living where the wind blows Withholding all the pain so I get low Splitz like a skitzo That's why I spit flows And everybody wanna pop like crypto Social dystopia. Big bro Roaring twenties but it feels like eighty four Wanna change course but oh well it's what we paid for Pop some love like a drug then I swallow it Build relationships up then demolish em Healthy love round here it's the opposite Role models never really taught me much confidence So where you gonna go and frolic when the music stops? When it all plays out like a murder plot? When the young guns come up and they take your spot? Last shot all fade away and you ain't the boss Taking damage like companionship is warfare Hold the line till somebody have the right stare And I'm aware that I gotta find the right flare Till then I'm sorry and I gotta hang it right here Cause I am holding onto you for the last time Capsized, sinking, feeling like I made mistakes I must live by Hoping that I'll find somebody new Just to ease the time and see me through And memories I'm just trying to let em pass by Cause I am holding onto you for the last time Another one night stand by my night stand This is fun but it couldn't last a life span But is it really that fun Rush really In your thirties gotta get more serious And I'm curious why you stay so distant Still living with the same addictions And adrenaline is so persistent But that medicine won't cure your sickness Big vision gotta get it on a mission I'm committed on my ninth inning Hit it till I'm winning Watch me stick it like a gymnast Bout to witness my commitment Setting records like I'm Guinness I'm impressive with the fitness Intuition fell down like a cold rain I think I'm sinking down deep in my old ways Say I love yah but the word's don't hold weight She's been moving closer I need more space Am I just way too stuck up in my flow state But I can tell there's been a change is it old age How many fake lame Jane's I gotta take out on a date To find a soul mate that'll take it to the grave hey Someday this all might change Life is just light and shade I have been writing trying to find a way I can explain Bottom like is I know that it hurts You could probably do better I could probably do worse But first things first gotta work on yourself Don't contradict yourself like you're drinking to health hell But it all went up in flames And it cost me all my faith And that forecast called for pain Soon as we went our separate ways Cause I am holding onto you for the last time Capsized, sinking, feeling like I made mistakes I must live by Hoping that I'll find somebody new Just to ease the time and see me through And memories I'm just trying to let em pass by Cause I am holding onto you for the last time For the last time For the last time I am holding onto you for the last time For the last time For the last time I am holding onto you for the last time For the last time For the last time I am holding onto you for the last time For the last time For the last time I am holding onto you for the last time The trouble with you is, you don't seem to understand what love is really about I've never seen anything like it You don't have to get sore about it, do yah Well I'm sorry, but look at it this way You just haven't been around enough to know what love really is