A Reluctance of Being

I'm never going to be okay I can feel my senses dull Every waking moment hurts Just a Little bit more I'm never going to be okay I can feel my senses dull Every waking moment hurts Just a Little bit more A lifetime of building, crumbling down A lifetime of building, crumbling down A lifetime of building, crumbling down A lifetime of building, crumbling I'm never going to be okay I'm never going to be okay I'm never going to be okay I'm never going to be okay An eternal white out of endless grey With no comfort in this numbness There needs to be a release I need to be released This overwhelming pressure Of teeth grinding in my skull Left reeling From a permeating itch Tossing in the night My last resort I can't, so I won't I can't, so I won't I'll never I'll never Let you be okay I'll never I'll never Let you be okay We're never We're never Going to be okay We're never We're never Going to be okay I can't, so I won't I can't, so I won't I can't, so I won't I can't, so I won't A lifetime of building Crumbling down A lifetime of building Crumbling down We're never We're never Going to be okay We're never We're never Going to be okay We're never We're never Going to be okay We're never We're never Going to be okay