I Found the Light

I was walking home, I was full of spite As the street lights showed me how to waste my time Bloody nose, feel the winter bite As somehow, two worlds collide I can't forget he loves this shit, I know You tried so hard to make that house a home That place forced me to make that pain my own On TV screens, a life I'll never know Cause I found the light Then I lost it all I found the light Then I watched myself dissolve I felt the ashes on my skin Your cigarette blowing in the wind You knew that I would never say a word I'd never tell you just how bad it hurt Hopeless growing Hometown's lonely I don't feel at all I'm sick of smoking Sick of knowing Sick of all your calls Cause I found the light Then I lost it all I found the light Then I watched myself dissolve