Anniversary (feat. Bill Nye)

So, the thing about infatuation as I understand it Is it can be replaced by another Like, you're infatuated with this guy or gal And then, somebody else comes along And you get infatuated with her or him But, you probably would of had genetic success With the first one How many chances do I get until you've had enough? How many women do I seek until I find the one? They say to practice what you preach something I've never done The clock is ticking rapidly and now I'm out of luck You see temptations at the door so watch me answer it Attention sought but never fought for things invested in I'm putting numbers on the board and yet I never win I risked it all with low reward and now I'm penniless The remedies are calling, drunk out my mind I pray my line will ring and she is calling I speak a lie that sparks will fly again why even bother She thinking now I won't decline another easy target From time to time I press rewind on memories and pause it I'm never fine when I'm reminded of the pain I'm causing I say this love was perfect for me yet I chose to forfeit I'm pleading guilty to the court but I won't get a pardon Now I can never say It's our Anniversary Yeah, Anniversary It's our Anniversary It's our Anniversary Made for you and me And I Met at Rock Bottom now my life is rock bottom Yet I made it happen Was out in Vegas with the same reaction After my mistake revealed on Mother's Day Ashamed to see my mothers face cuz I was, mmm, lying to my lover's face That bitterness was smothering I think I'm 'bout to suffocate I really should just take a break the problems they will run away But I'm a problem solver I can't run away The love is real I gotta stay So can I just reset and get another take? I told you how that wasn't in my character Sending out the notice when official only fair to ya Failed to do it and you got a notice how embarrassing Now every time you speak ya voice be trembling Falling in the trap of saying listen I don't care for them Curse was never broken I'm just sounding like my dad and them Thinking Cash money I just want to be a dad to him Made a room for problems now there's no more room for error then Told you I'd be better then Now I'm thinking how I might resemble when All you knew was isolation and those empty promises Stuck inside ya head that I'm the one you should be marrying Thought I got it settled 'til I went against the settlement Damn you see I'm still up in the fast lane Telling you I'm tired, wanting you to have my last name Gaslighting telling you to leave it in the past babe Everyday we talking like this shit will never last babe You upset but no no wait those tears will never last babe No regrets of saying I'm a fix it 'til my last days Give it time and trust me I will never be my past ways Yet I'm at a party off Bacardi when you call I start to argue and forgot to say Do you know what today is? It's our Anniversary Made for you and me Searching for my own advice Saying fuck an option you the one and not a prototype I can only stop from tripping every step to show you right Where you sit it's like I never commit to a lonely night Year two and nothings really fixed and yet we only fight Look into ya eyes and ain't no telling if it's hope in sight Nothing else to hide is what I tell you and you hope I'm right Nothings a surprise when I mess up cuz you knew I might Last month we chilling at a party in a cul-de-sac Telling me that if we grow a family you wanted that This month I'm out the door and don't know if I'm coming back Thought my love was permanent but I'm the one that calls it that Game's over but I'm saying fuck it man let's run it back Saving for the ring and yet my actions didn't tell you that Lost ya right before the special day now how boss is that? I can't really hold it back Praying one day I get them moments back but now I only say The remedies are calling, drunk out my mind I pray my line will ring and she is calling I speak a lie that sparks will fly again why even bother She thinking now I won't decline another easy target From time to time I press rewind on memories and pause it I'm never fine when I'm reminded of the pain I'm causing I say this love was perfect for me yet I chose to forfeit I'm pleading guilty to the court but I won't get a pardon Now I can never say Do you know what today is? It's our Anniversary It's our, it's our special day Do you know what today is? It's our Anniversary Made for you and me