Sanity

(Come up to meet you) (Tell you I'm sorry) (You don't know how lovely you are) I had to find you Tell you I need you (Tell you I) set you (Apart) Meltdown at fifteen Next year lose sanity Drugs spilling on the tile floor With emotions not managing Blood seems so red to me But blood isn't the way I bleed Blinded by my inner thoughts Cause internal scars are all I see Payphone tryna get home But I'm outside my window Lost on the right path Got headaches on pillows In a crowd but so alone Therapist said I haven't grown Meds better be the death of me 'Cause I can't be this way for long ok Put this pain in this bottle Let is wash away Before I break Burn my pain in a fire Let is burn away Before I break 'Cause ooh Everything is so unclear Whoa Nothing ever feels the same Why is it so hard this way Meltdown at fifteen Next year lose sanity Drugs spilling on the tile floor With emotions not managing Blood seems so red to me But blood isn't the way I bleed Blinded by my inner thoughts Cause internal scars are all I see Payphone tryna get home But I'm outside my window Lost on the right path Got headaches on pillows In a crowd but so alone Therapist said I haven't grown Meds better be the death of me 'Cause I can't be this way for long ok