Mess

How do I lay this down? Every time you're around I wanna be close to you Move in the way you do Know that you know me best Feel your name on my chest When I'm with you, it's rest Why am I such a mess? Oh Holding my hand 'til three in the morning Pouring my heart in pieces Too scared to say it sober, get it over my lips after taking a sip I'm so problematic, acting erratic, how do I feel? Don't wanna listen, got some ambition to hate what is given And I just wanna go home I'm glad that you didn't leave me alone So why did I leave the best thing I had? It's sad that I run to somebody else 'Cause I'm too afraid That I'll mess up the one thing that's good in my life Mm-mm, it's the one thing that's good in my life How do I heal my head? Take back some things I said? Erase the in-between? (Ooh) Pick up mistakes by me? Maybe I've learned my lesson Got a lot of confessing Consequences undressing Is this a curse or is this a blessing? Holding my hand 'til 3:00 in the morning Pouring my heart in pieces Too scared to say it sober, get it over my lips after taking a sip I'm so problematic, acting erratic, how do I feel? Don't wanna listen, got some ambition to hate what is given Uhm