Dead @ 16

From the outside looking in Trying to cover up all my sins Isolated and lost from the start Just an actor on a screen Playing my part What's the price of my soul I'd pay that just to be whole Getting drunk to make the days go faster Hiding all the pain while I'm faking laughter Spiral out of control Feeling lost and alone Popping pills to make the days go faster Slip away into a dark disaster I was dead at sixteen Nobody ever cared about me I was left out on my own But my deathbed's not my home I was gone for three days in the darkness It was never supposed to end up like this In the end I walk a lonely road It's the only way I know Memories on my phone You'll knock but nobody's home Looking for attention in all the wrong ways Searching for the answers I'm lost in a bad dream Of all the things I hoped to be I never thought the loneliness would take over me And ruin everything I was dead at sixteen Nobody ever cared about me I was left out on my own But my deathbed's not my home I was gone for three days in the darkness It was never supposed to end up like this In the end I walk a lonely road It's the only way I know I was dead at sixteen It was all of you who killed me I was dead at sixteen (I'm still waking up from this) It was all of you who killed me I was dead at sixteen (I'm still waking up from this) It was all of you who killed me I was dead at sixteen Nobody ever cared about me I was left out on my own But my deathbed's not my home I was gone for three days in the darkness It was never supposed to end up like this In the end I walk a lonely road It's the only way I know I was dead at sixteen It was all of you who killed me (It's the only way I know) I was dead at sixteen It was all of you who killed me (But my deathbed's not my home) I was dead at sixteen It was all of you who killed me (But my deathbed's not my home) I was dead at sixteen It was all of you who killed me (But my deathbed's not my home)