I'm scared
What if its not good enough?
What if no one will listen?
Is anyone there?
Could you hear me scream
If I press my lungs to your heart?
My reality contorts and shifts all the time
I hardly know what feels real and what's just a movie
A silly, little movie
I want to feel again
How could I let myself merit such unjust feelings
I can't remember the day you left
It was slow, unforgiving
I cried and tore my heart out
How could you leave me?
Was I not good enough?
Did I do something wrong?
I listen to ballads and waltzes
They remind me of a life I never lived
The wisp of lilac and vanilla scented air
The golden fields, a happy home
Just to wake up cold and alone
I often wonder why
We look up at the same sky
See the same shades of blue
So why must I suffer more than you?
