Sideways Moon

The sideways moon Is smiling The silent doom Is within me Skin I know I'm chiseling Off what I had sculpted Claimed to be I loved you most exciting Unattainable Shadow in the mirror That was what I saw Painting by the numbers Filling in the gaps That was how I loved you That was what it was I catch myself asking Time go away Is this merely life flashing Right before we die? I catch myself crying I wonder why It's easier to forget It all until we die Will you know I'm sorry Taking what I took Will you know I truly Gave you all I got I loved you most exciting Unattainable Shadow in the mirror That was what I saw Painting by the numbers Filling in the gaps That was how I loved you That was what it was Lost inside the stories Told a thousand times Am I somewhere in there Forever on your mind I catch myself asking Time go away Is this merely life flashing Right before we die? I catch myself crying I wonder why It's easier to forget It all until we die