Upon the silence
Now there is no pain
Here lie the remains of my loathing
The inevitable fate, destiny unfolded
Enveloped by guilt only to deny what I have known
Taken away covered in shame muted tongues last forever
I beg and pray to the lord that this was just a dream
And once I woke confused and dazed but free from guilt of the blood on my knife
A disheveled wretch tormented and sullied unable to look at fellow man
Shame
Killing felt so good I love the way she died
Beating hearts stop in the dead of night
If I had to choose
Between hell or you
Sometimes people are poison
And hells not so bad
Writhing, wroth and seething anger
From this fool arose the urge to strangle
I have trodden through this journey the future of suffering is at an end
Nor beginning
Ever and always
Hate is easier
Ill die in sin
Than stick with you cunt
To death I declare
I kill to hide the pain that I bear
To hide these eyes that are full of tears
Dripping blood behind your fear
You lay there pale and cold
I touched your skin and my fingers froze
I struck the knife without any shame
Inhaling you soul as it filled the air
I felt your anguish and I felt your pain
Pure agony Ill make you learn this way
How light your burden is your life is irony
The one you birthed and loved is the last you'll ever see
