World / End

Aye Yeah Look Hey Jay, I'm just calling to know if you're okay It's been quite some time since we had a good day But anyway, I know it's hard for you to look me in the face I never said I loved you and it hurts me to this day But it's not your fault, you did what you had to do Yeah, you raised a good kid but this world is too cruel And I know you blame yourself for all my flaws and failures I was too anti-social, our family thought I used to hate 'em But you knew I was misunderstood You knew me like no one would It was hard to love me but you did in a way no one could Now I'm sitting here thinking 'bout all your sacrifices Knowing I'm a piece of shit who just made you feed my vices I feel like I only got to know you in the worst way I don't even know what to get for you on your birthday And for that I have no one else to blame but myself I just hope that when I make it you'll be here with health I've been down for hella days I still smile but I lost my faith The world trying to make me break But I know I'll be okay I've been down for hella days I still smile but I lost my faith The world trying to make me break But I know I'll be okay (I know I'll be okay) Hey B We haven't talked much since I'm living overseas I know you're just like me You feel way more than you speak And since we're both like that we never talked 'bout nothing deep We would just play some music and vibe while we're on the street You never mess with anybody Always so comprehensive I got that from you That's why I respect everybody's message But besides all that wholesome shit There's some things that I gotta say I've been holding in for the longest But I got some time today Why did you do what you did when you did it? Life was at it's peak and then you suddenly just flipped it And you have no fucking idea how bad it hurts Why did you have to leave your loved ones at their worst? Sucks to know that I'll never look you the same in the eyes Jay will never forgive you for that and neither will I But I guess now you gotta fight those demons yourself I just hope that when I make it you'll be here with health I've been down for hella days (Hella days) I still smile but I lost my faith (I lost my faith) The world trying to make me break But I know I'll be okay I've been down for hella days I still smile but I lost my faith The world trying to make me break But I know I'll be okay (I know I'll be okay) Yeah Yeah, I'll be okay, yeah Yeah Yeah, I'll be okay, yeah Yeah I know I'll be okay Yeah, I'll be okay Yeah, I'll be okay I'll be okay Yeah Yeah, I'll be okay, yeah Yeah Yeah, I'll be okay I know I'll be okay I'll be okay Regardless of the negative around my name Regardless of the bad things people say to me I don't give a fuck Because I know my goal in the end and I know what I want And I know what my message is I'm a young nigga with big dreams and no help Hoping I can play the system and save myself But it ain't easy when nobody putting faith in you And now I'm getting older, time is moving way quicker I gotta get my shit together, gotta find some meaning Why am I recording all these songs? Man, what's the reason? They told me it's not worth it, I would never be like Yeezy I remember what they said, them niggas never believed me You ain't got no love for this bullshit I know you only rapping 'cause them other niggas do it Trying to live off of music? Look at yourself nigga, you sound Stupid Maybe one song will pop but you will probably screw it Yeah, you can say whatever, you would never understand me I swear I'll fucking make it, just wait 'til I get my Grammy I promise I will prove all you hating ass niggas wrong But until then all I can do is sing this song Everybody tried to say I'm lame That's 'cause they don't understand Where I'm going and where I've been But I still stick to my plan We don't see shit the same way They see red where I see grey I just hope that everything was worth working for in the end I just hope it was worth it in the end (I just hope it was worth it in the end) I just hope it was worth it in the end In the I just hope it was worth it in the end (I just hope it was worth it in the end) I just hope it was worth it in the end Just hope everything was worth it in the end Everybody tried to say I'm lame That's 'cause they don't understand Where I'm going and where I've been But I still stick to my plan We don't see shit the same way They see red where I see grey I just hope that everything was worth working for in the end