Autumn Leaves

I've been tryna find, my reason for being alive Its tearing me all up inside, my soul is worn Constant doubt inside my head I fear all my dreams might be dead So I sleep in and hold on tight to what is left I'm watching all the autumn leaves fallin' I Wonder if God can hear me callin' I'm used to feeling heavy fear all autumn So used to feelin' weird all autumn Wondering if God can hear me callin' I've been livin' in this darkness And it seems like it's the darkest I'm confused why I keep on doing this Misery is all I got and it's a mystery I'm not doing all that I can do to get out of it Leaves falling I wonder if God can hear me callin' I'm watching all the autumn leaves fallin' I Wonder if God can hear me callin' Watch the colors fade to brown All the leaves fly around I'm usually feelin' down I watch em fly around Knowin they go hit the ground Tryna make the perfect sound Beauty in the struggle The lost shall be found Questioning my vision like a blind man Pondering my mission like a wise man While my mind is sinking deeper Finding out my life only gets steeper Not afraid of what life throws at me Lemonade if throw lemons at me Sourness if you've met the sad me Reminisce when I'm not so happy Why he stop YouTube.com Watch that music video Aye, aye You already know I'm watching all the autumn leaves fallin' I Wonder if God can hear me callin' I'm used to feeling heavy fear all autumn So used to feelin' weird all autumn