got me in this state
pins and needles at my chest as I begin to break
and I can't leave this room
the outside world is faced away and turning felt sweet nectar gold perfume
and now it's all so clear
how I got myself here
a string of errors in the dark
but I know in the end
I'll do it all again
I'm just trying to find some peace
this beautiful release
got me in this state
the plastic tubes and lies they all burrow through my face
my memory repaired
with blanks and eh it's all the bad parts gone??????? train
and it's not very far
from me to where you are
but how the distance takes it toll
i can't remember when
i last saw you my friend
like you were before all this grief
we find
this beautiful release
this state
